04.09.05

2007-04-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

changed blog again! changed to :
http://xanga.com/kat_me

2007-01-27T23:15:00.000-08:00

well , everything is the same in the morning . went to help my dad with his business . i always enjoyed myself there with the customers and the sales people there . in the noon i was not feeling well . rest awhile at home and i was alright again . went to meet shi jia at 4pm to head to sweetie gillian house . belinda is late again . and is very late ! lols . but is due to her tummy ache lahs . don't know why . today all 3 of us - sweetie gillian , belinda and me had tummy ache . haha . we enjoyed ourselves alot today . practised our songs for the performance . oh ya . today we called m5 to ask about our medley . we ended having conversations with them instead . lols . that elson is lame too . once he answered the phone , he told us 'hello . pizza hut delivery.' -.-'' lols . and say our order will arrive in few mins time . haha ~ after that , jiu say pizza is sold out . duhs ~ lols . we sang birthday song to nicholas as well . his birthday is arriving on this coming monday . any of his fans wan go tel him happy birthday personally ? =x
sweetie gillian's parents bought some food for us to eat too . they are very good host . they said they like us to go their house too ~ cos we're friendly !! haha . *shy* but that's really kind of them arhs . still remembered us when they went to buy their dinner . xD
recently , sweetie gillian and shi jia is not feelin well . do take care of yourselves ok ? eat more vitamins if you can ~ like that then can be fitter . like me !! hohoho . and hor , don't eat any more spicy stuffs ok ? esp shi jia ar , canot control not to eat chilli de . haiyo . must think for the performance ok ~ =)

2007-01-24T06:58:00.000-08:00

in the morning woke up and went kbox with shi jia , gillian and sweetie . we went there to choose songs for our performance . decided that i pair up with belinda , and shi jia pair up with gillian . we trained for quite some time and after that , we sang back our songs again . haha . keep practising very sian arhs . we extended our time till 5pm . headed to heeren for a walk again , and back to cine to buy famous amos and also accompanied shi jia to have her dinner . she has lesson at hai die again . busy girl huh ? went home after that to catch shows ~ today's project superstar is quite interesting . lols .

im pissed off with your sms okays . u can take so long to reply . few hours also can . if you're that busy , don't bother to sms me then . you're just testing my patience .

2007-01-18T22:29:00.000-08:00

went ngee ann open house today with shi jia , gillian , shi lin , belinda , alisa and zi xin . today i look so matured ~ cos of my top . lols . actually went there to support m5 artiste . but since we're goin , went there to see courses available too . i am quite interested in psychology thingy . there's 1 new courses opened for psychology , and it occupies 50% of the total . the other is about community service . the person told me after getting a diploma there , can further studies to be a psychologist . but that course need to be very passionate and active . will go to child care , old folks etc . not really sure whether im keen and interested in this . heard that results are going to be released on 5th feb . gosh . i'm really scared and worried man . thinking back , i didn't do well for the papers i guess . hais . gillian sweetie gave me alot of encouragement though . thanks alot . oh ya . this few days had difficulty falling asleep . wonder why . just cant get to sleep no matter how hard i toss around the bed . grr ..

yeah !! di ya and daren is in ! hohoho . but actually carrie aso not bad leis . her singing good . and daren is simply so cute and shuai lahs ! =x in terms of singing , i think he's better than nat too . woot ! good good . both of them got in . =D

our dinner for the day . yummy ~

enjoying ourselves with the craps .

2007-01-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

hohoho !! i am enjoying my life this few days . all thanks to my friends ~ today i wake up very early leis ! lols . met shi jia at my house bus stop and we headed down to party world at orchard . thought gillian sweetie and dennise will reach earlier than us . but luckily , we're still the earliest ! so no one waited for us again . xD
dennise could sing really well . i think he can get into finals . what he need now is to choose his song ! lols . we all get to sing duet with him . and he know alot of duet songs ! haha . after our singing , went heeren to walk walk again . but there's simply nothing to walk and buy lahs . lols . after that headed to ceine cos i wanted to buy famous amos ! after that went to the japanese restuarant to have omelette . lols . ate finish and we realise we've run out of time . we quickly hurried to cheers as we want to buy some mint sweets . when i was at the cashier , my bag zip suddenly cant be opened ! omg . i was so paisay . the cashier even laugh at me . at this time , a group of guys queued behind me . oh man . luckily shi jia helped me to pay first . initially wanted to take cab to tanjong pagar . bt we see no cab in sight , therefore went to board mrt . dennise had dinner with his friends , therefore did not leave with us . reached the place and we realise we're not late . *phew* haha . bt when elson came in , his face was total black . cos his thought today class was cancelled . the first half an hour , the class was simply very very quiet . only after i start to noisy a little , crap and talk a little , den the class starts to high . hehe . yeah !! next week we're goin to learn different songs . we're not focusing on our songs anymore . sing too much will be sick and tired of the song ar . and when semi-finals arrive , we cant develop feelings into the song anymore . so , perhaps only at last lesson then we'll sing our songs again .

after our lesson , we went to the coffee shop to have our dinner again . we bought so many fruits . feels like we're rather on diet . haha . bt me and gillian did went to buy something to eat . cos we're not eating dinner at home mahs , belinda is . as for shi jia , she has no appetite to eat . on our way home , we had so much things to talk . haha . time really flies when we're enjoying . but i'm meeting them again on thursday ! all four of us are goin for np open house , together with shilin , suhui and alisa . anyone want to join us ? please get an application form from me and we'll decide whether to let you join us anot . =x

well , more pics to be uploaded soon . i'm still waiting for dennise to come online and send me all those photos . and , i'm the camera woman for today again . so the pics all don't have me . =D

2007-01-15T21:07:00.000-08:00

just finished my dinner . yummy ~ today's dinner is a sumptious one . think it's herbal chicken ? should be lahs . it's yummy ~
got waken up by a terrible nightmare again . dreamt that my cousins they all were playing at the window there , suddenly , one of my cousin fell down from it ! oh man . i could still remember the whole scene when she fell down , the way she screamed . god . initially wanted to continue to slp , but once i closed my eyes , the image appear again . cant help it but come online .

yeah !! tomorrow i'm seeing my sweetie again ! meeting all my singing friends for a party world session . hees . so happy ~ all the people inside are all who love singing . and all qualify for semi-finals de . it's great right ? making friends through the competition . nice knowing them too , especially my sweetie ! she's a nice girl , friendly and pretty too ~ any guys interested to know her ? haha . but too bad ! she's taken by me alrights ! want to get close to her , must go through me first alrights ! =x of cos , tmr finally get to see my handsome nan ren , jazz . finally hur ! this few days cos of her face , didn't get to go out with her . even plaza she aso dun wan acc me go . mean hur she ? lols . bt tmr see her le ! happy . tmr see sweetie , aso see nan ren . lalala .
i look forward to tmr !! it's just a few more hours to go . hop in to bed later and tada ~ it's tomorrow le . =D

2007-01-13T20:25:00.000-08:00

well , i have been very guai for this two days . didn't go out shopping or anything ! hees . which means i did not spend money lors . only spend on the lunch ytd . elysia came to lombang me with her cab ytd and we went back 163 to have lunch with alisa and shi lin . it's raining so damn heavily can ! lols . well , it's my 2nd time goin back there to have lunch since i graduated from fajar . i really missed the ke kou mian there . the 1st time i went there , it was not opened cos it was on thursday . but ytd i finally manage to eat it ! really miss the food , and of cos , not forgetting i kinda miss the environment there . we would use to go there to eat almost everyday after school . now , since we've graduated , we hardly have time to go back to eat le . girls ! if we are free , do go back to eat together again ok ? i really do miss the times when we're wearing our sch u , sitting down there and chit chat . haha . not really chit chat . i should say gossips . oops . as i need to go back early , i lombang shi lin umbrealla . hees . thanks alot ! elysia went to alisa's house . that elysia think of school till i think she's goin crazy le . lols . i think in e end she did go back to sch with zixin . think she must be pretty happy about it . i miss sitting bus 920 . i really wanted to board ytd . bt cos i need to go to the bank , i cant afford to lose time on plaining sitting on the bus . well , next time , i'm going to sit that bus ! guess it's because it brings back many memories for mine , regardless of whether isit happy or sad . =D
i very free these few days and i'm rotting ! lols , anyone free to jio me out ? i don't want to stay at home everyday ! but every tue i won't be free lahs , cos have lessons to attend again . so , anyone who is free and also rotting at home , feel free to call me out alrights ! =)

2007-01-11T23:30:00.000-08:00

wee ~ i enjoyed myself alot today ! in the afternoon went my grandma house first to visit her . she's so nice to me . helped me to apply medicine to my bruises . hees . after that went to meet elysia at bugis since she reached early . that mini la ! so slow . initially we are supposed to meet 12.30pm , in the end ?! she came find us at around 3pm . went to haf lunch with elysia at yoshinoya . wanted to take pictures with her but she don't want cos she's in sch u . sad ~ shopped at parco for awhile and headed to village . oh ya . mini bought her levi's jeans . rich girl hur ? finally gotten her pay mahs . lols . bought a bag at village . it's nice ~ mini bought a no. of tops too . after that we headed to ceine . mini lo . want to buy jacket . lols . she didn't see one that she like at ceine . wanted to leave ceine but we're stuck ! it's raining cats and dogs outside . so no choice , spend our time at LJS . took plenty of photos too . after that decided to go buy an umbrella cos we're really wasting our time lahs . and alisa and suhui are waiting for us . we headed down to heeren first . mini bought a jacket there . finally hur ! it's really very nice la , but ex leis . $119 if i'm not wrong . really rich hor ? i bought a espirit wallet too . quite nice la . today bought 2 tings which i wanted for a very long time . so very happy ~ after that we hurried down to far east to look for alisa and suhui . guess they've waited very long for us . oops . shopped for awhile and bought a tube there . hope can match with my jacket . i really enjoy myself today ~ hees . thanks girls !! muuacks !!

there are still lots of photos taken . but well , i'm simply too lazy to continue post lahs . xD

2007-01-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

in the afternoon met suhui and alisa to go down to far east for a interview at blossomz . i don't really know if i want the job ma leis . lols . bt if they employ us den jiu ok lo . since i only work for awhile only . after that walk around far east for awhile . bought a jacket , quite nice . i very good leis , sacrifice one nice one for alisa while i bought the another one . xD but another one is aso quite nice to me la . just that i don't like alot people bought it . =(

after that went down to m5 for lesson again . today is our last lesson ! saded . but guess we'll be continuing the lesson . felt quite lost if we didn't continue the lesson . felt like we've missed doing something for this week . oh ya ! we took photos with elson too ! but nicholas hasn't upload into his blog . guess we can only see it tomorrow ? but guess i look ugly in that photo la ~ suddenly say wan take photo . LOL . i want to see the photos so badly can !! lols .
oh ya . elson said today i learnt very fast . muahahaha . clever hur . xD shi jia's singing improved alot man !! it's so nice right now . gilllian has also been improving . good job !! jia you ok ? =) oh ya . our semi-finals changed to feb . quite a last min decision actually . hmm ..

after our lesson , initially wanted to hurry to lido to watch The Wicker Man , but we're too late . so went cine instead to have our dinner . the girls there crap so much man . haha . alisa said if people don't know us , they will thought we are from drama club instead . -.-'' that shi jia lo ! love to crap so much . buay tahan . next time i must take snap shots of them . haha . =x but i do enjoy going out with them ~ hope to see them soon !! =D

2007-01-06T14:42:00.000-08:00

finally !! i'm able to blog again . omg . wanted to blog but blogger just don't allow . idiot . recently busy with my vocal lesson held at m5 . semi-finals are drawing nearer . but heard that most probably they will postpone . cos they have not confirmed the venue to hold the semi-finals . i just want to get this thing done and over with . i'm not really keen in becoming the top 12 and sign contract with them . i just probably want to do my best so that i wouldn't upset anyone that go and support me . =D

yesterday went to cycle with shi jia , wan yin and shi lin . omg . one of my achievement is that i know how to ride ! muahaha . wan yin is very patient with me . taught me and accompanied me all the way . thanks ! not forgetting shi jia and shi lin too . recently , i thought i could get better with some one . but i don't think i could . in fact , i think we will perhaps , drift apart . think it's also the best solution ? ya . that's wat i think . it's the best solution le . after cycling , went back home to prepare to go for vocal lesson again . yesterday one is quite a tiring one . everyone looks so stressed up and tired . perhaps it's because the competition is drawin nearer . and everyone is stressed about it . but anyway , jia you girls !! especially gillian sweetie . i'm sure u can do it de . dun pressurise urself too much . put in ur utmost effort can le . =)
currently i have no job ! looking for one actually . hais . but right now , life is also not bad . at least my time is free . i don't have to adjust my timing with the vocal lesson with my working time . hees . just now when i went to help my dad , there's a small girl , omg !! she's really really kawaii nehs !! she suddenly gave my a goodbye kiss . xD haha . really cute .

perhaps , not being close with someone is also a bliss ? i don't know .

2007-01-01T23:34:00.000-08:00

finally i'm able to blog ! omg . totally pissed off with this blogger . tried to log in for a day . grr .. today's entry going to be slightly longer one . cos have to make up for 1 day which i didn't blog .

yesterday went to ton with alisa , mini , elysia and queen . before i went out went bangkit to buy 2 shoes . quite nice la . lols . elysia accompanied me to go too . she was there complaining saying she looked so weird to wear like that to go bangkit . lols . but no choice la . nearest liao . lols . after that spend quite some time at home to prepare and finally , off we go to marina square to find mini . there are quite a no. of nice clothes in her clothes . tried few . but not very suits me la . perhaps not use to it ba . after that me and elysia went to have our dinner . quite some time since i last ate kfc . lols . finished our food and went to kbox to spend away time . elysia everytime go kbox machiam waste money . lols . sing so little . ytd my throat not in good condition . sing liao very xin ku . after that went to find mini again cos she's knocking off . saw queen and alisa there waiting for her too . mini is always so slow la ~ lols . initially we planned to go esplanade to watch fireworks and countdown the arrival of 2007 . but then queen told us we need to reach pub by 12am . gosh . there goes my fireworks . alisa and elysia didn't want to go de . but the beer has already been ordered . so we are left with no choice lo . we didn't get to countdown the arrival of 2007 . saded . =(
at the beginning , it was rather fun in the pub . playing games . after that the games stop and we were all so sian . sang a few songs there . the mic there got problem de lo ! gosh . sometime sing got sometimes dun have . sing till bit du lan . lols . queen singing is nice too ~ seriously wor . left the place at 3am . that alisa is so drunk . lols . she lost herself . when she's drunk , she will be very down . and that's what happened . a girl weeping . told mini to let her cry to her hearts content . but after that told alisa that after that should let go le . since it's a brand new year , everything should start afresh . ok alisa ? hees . after that went fullerton hotel to meet chuan li . mini is giving him ans today . lols . funny la she . she has it all planned long ago . both of them had a good talk and finally , on 01-01-2007, they become couple . sweet right ? lols . i shall give them my blessing here . =) very happy that they become a couple . i believe that he's a good guy , a good catch for mini . and i seriously do hope they will last . and he will treat my mini good good . went to the mrt station to wait for mrt to start to operate , but then it's too long la . and we're all tired . i woke up in the morning 5.30am leis ! lols . moreover i'm sick . yesterday i didn't appear to be sick , but today i do . cos i'm really quite sick . =x we waited so long for the mrt , but it haven start to operate , so me , alisa and elysia went to the road trying to take a cab . but no cab in sight ! after that i saw people went in to the mrt station le . therefore , we decided to take mrt too . but there were so many people in the train ! gosh . cant even get in . people who squeeze in tgt must be sick . all fighting for oxygen . i cant be in a place too crowded . i'll get dizzy easily . so , off we went , tapping out card out to take a cab . wasted hell lots of money on cab alone . mini and her bf took cab too . we on-call cab . cos there were seriously no cab in sight la . and we're too tired to continue waiting anymore . finally awhile more , both cabs came - 1 going panjang , another going cck . think the uncle in a hurry ba . we merely wanted him to go panjang first then to cck , cos elysia sitting with us , but the uncle say cant . so elysia have to go over to mini's cab . uncle drove quite fast too . my heart beat quite fast . cos still rather scared to sit other ppl cab . decided to sleep to spend away time . finally ! i reached home , and faster went to bath . my shirt has the strong smell of smoke . therefore faster went to bath and change . slept till 12pm and woke up le . i slept so little only leis ! don't know why also . lols . initially want to continue sleeping , but then had a interview in the evening , therefore decided not to sleep le . shi lin came with us too . initially she was talking to me de , but when alisa came and met us , she became so quiet ! so so quiet . lols . tomorrow have the vocal lesson again . but then my voice ! think i'm dead . they told us before we have to protect our throat and voice . right now , my throat become like that . gosh . and the semi - finals is only next week ! need to go see a doctor to get my throat clear le . hais .

30/12
went to watch death note with alisa , elysia and amelia . it's nice ! L is so so shuai ! lols . Mika is also chio and cute . L is good at eating , good appetite . lols . after the movie , all of us followed a couple out of the theatre . and we went to the wrong exit . omg . that is the emergency exit . and only ONE way . so can u believe that we're trapped inside ? we tried to find ways to get out , but to no avail . e couple tried to call the theatre manager too . but no one answered the call . luckily shi jia was at lot 1 with shi lin . they did not want to watch movie . therefore went to shop for clothes . and lucky they didn't watch . or no one is going to save us out . the darkness inside freaked all of us out . lols . shi jia and shi lin kena scolded by the uncle when it was not their fault . lols . when we went out , we saw so many people outside queuing . gosh . so paisay when we walked out . =S everyone seemed to be looking at us .

* finally 2007 has arrived . i wanted to forget all the unhappiness in 2006 . get over it and start anew . shall not hold on to the past anymore . that's what i've planned from the start . or should i say . i have already let go . but 2007 , it will be a brand new year for me to start everything new ~ let's all pray hard that 2007 will be a wonderful year for all of us ! cheers for the arrival of 2007 !

2006-12-29T21:29:00.000-08:00

today went bugis with suhui . hohoho . before that went to The Concourse to return back my shirt . initially was supposed to go town with shi jia and shi lin . but in the end , cos need to come home early . therefore decided not to go . sorry ~ they must be fuming mad when i told them . took neoprints with auntie susu too ~ muahaha . took 2 times . the 1st one is really awful ~ so we went to take again . at least 2nd one is better . bugis is so packed with people . walk le also du lan . went home before 7pm . that's early huh . but bo bian la . got something on at night . hais . auntie susu , next time go out again ar ! lols . when all the other levels went back to school . we can continue to shop . muahaha !!

2006-12-21T15:42:00.000-08:00

came back from chalet today . it was fun yesterday ! haha . too bad karhwee and alisa missed the fun . wished that some how or rather , the time can slow down . initially it was not so fun . we watched paul choreograph the dance steps and he teach them after that . almost all of them are good host there . lols . they cooked bbq food for us , and also entertain us . haha . we played badminton with them too . and within a night , me and shi jia bathed 2 times . lols . cos we're so sticky ~ buay tahan la . around 12.30am kar hwee and alisa went home le . all thanks to my dad !! muahaha . he came all the way to fetch them wor . xD after they left , they talked to us about heaven and hell . i think i've heard umpteen times about this . everytime i heard this , it gives me all the creeps . cos hell is really a terrible place to go to . after that they wanted us to sing songs for them to hear . don't know who requested it . so paisay ~ i didn't want to sing , shi jia sang it . after that we sang together . lols . at least they managed to hear la . if not , if we didn't sing , they won't let us off i think . lols . after that went in room to chat and rest . by that time , i was already very very tired and sleepy . but then i don't want to sleep . so paisay some more . after that went down wanting to have a walk , cos if i continue to sit , think i'll really fall asleep , but after that change to play chinese chess . it was fun playing it and i've not played for quite some time . shi jia play cheat la . 2nd round got people help her . if not sure lose to me de . =x oh ya . before that we did play reversi too . haha . shi jia lost to me again ! hohoho . shi jia , go train ba ~ played table tennis too . it's so difficult to play ! the ball seems easy to be out of control . lols . after that play dao very sian liao we played smack . muahaha !! i'm the winner of all man . lols . but it's because i used to play that with my family members la . they are all even faster than me . esp my aunt . playing with the group of teens is really fun . they tried their best to entertain us too . haha . that's nice of them isn't it ? before we knew it , it's already 6.30am . and all of us started to get hungry . so me and shi jia went to cook maggie for them . but most of the cooking is done by shi jia la . there de kitchen is really omg lo . i wouldn't want to have that kitchen at my home . so many ants and flies . omg ! lols . ate finish and we headed back home . the cab fare was so ex ! i think is around $28 . the taxi drive scared the hell out of my life too . he suddenly brake due to red light and the screeching sound was so loud ! it was those screeching sound before an accident happen . omg . what the uncle is thinking eh ? but he's quite a nice guy la . he talked to shi jia all the way back home while me ?! i was sleeping . very tired leis . some more i having stomach cramp . really pain man . initially was thinking to go to work , but cos of the cramp , decided to take another day off . auntie milu must be fuming mad when she knows that . never mind la . if i going to work tomorrow , the most i see her unhappy face only ma . she want to tekan me ? try ba ~ fan zhen i only work dao saturday jiu sayonara ! muahaha .

oh ya . went to that m5 competition . don't think i will get in . shi jia has a very high percentage of getting in i guess . the judges said i have the voice , but then lack confidence . there's 1 part i went flat ! gosh . me , shi jia and dennis got the same comment about voice . but if it's like that , then isn't it common ? hais . oh ya . also said about my hand . they say need to move when singing . so that i can pitch the tune i want easier . hohoho . wondering when the results will be out ...

2006-12-15T23:40:00.000-08:00

today is my off !! hahaha . but is because i had appointment for backbone today . the duration for waiting is quite long . doctor say it's still the same as last year . must follow up appointment on next year . thought last year they told me this year is the last year ? dots . then now tell me check up is till 18 years . hmm .. but what i'm happy is that the doctor told me that i'll still grow taller !! haha .. that's good that's good . i don't want this height la . stil rather short . =x

went party world with shi jia and kai jie after that . that kai jie still very crappy la . he say i this age can be mother liao ! pls la . lols .. then say if i fortunate can be ah ma le . -.-'' i'm still so young . saw wan yin today too ! seems ages since i last saw her . we're all busy with our stuffs la . lols .. but she's still the same . so bhb la . like kai jie like that . buay tahan . lols .. oh ya . kai jie singing not bad . especially when he sang vanesse , xiang xiang shi ge ni . omg !! that's very very nice . lols .. some i think cos he cant catch the tone or what . but not bad la . =) tomorrow need to work . very sian la !! grr ..

2006-12-12T22:35:00.000-08:00

read alisa's blog just now . i agree with her sentence . it's easy to fall in love , but difficult to get out from it . if it's so easy to get out , i think there won't be so many heart broken people around . right ?

today's time past so slowly can ! lols .. and today is so slack . only some timing got alot people . eg lunch and dinner . other times are so quiet ! lols .. and the uncle there kept playing the merry christmas song . gosh . bo bian nahs . christmas coming . need to sell away those cds asap . recently didn't sell alot trees . today i think i sold away 2 only . christmas coming . think most people had already bought their trees . if anyone want to christmas stuff , can come concourse and look for me ! xD

is she crying ?

the chocolates that elysia gave to me and shi jia . so nice of her hur ? lols ..

2006-12-11T23:51:00.000-08:00

today was indeed a tiring day for me . in the morning overslept , therfore didn't met shilin at mrt station . this few days i kept eating man . oh my god . think i'll put on weight even when i work . thought working can help me to slim down . but no ! i kept eating sia . lols .. there's 2 customers that i really cant buay tahan them man ! wth .. they wanted to buy tree skirt . fine . initially i thought she is alone . and i find her rather nice cos the way she talked to me is polite . then her friend comes . wth . she think she is so great ! talk to us machiam we must work for her . so what if she is my customer sia . i don't give a damn . the more she want to see the tree skirt the more i don't want to open for her . i went to ask auntie eileen see can open ma . she say ok . i don't want leis ! so i ask jia rong . he say cant . hohoho !! good good . so i went tell them cannot . there the lady goes again . machiam old lady . ' you either open this or you lose this customer ' . yaya . whatever . i also don't want to do ur business . there's already a sample there for you to see . there's no much difference from the other piece . i've already been so kind u noe ! open e plastic cover for u to see . in the end gave me this fucking attitude . ya . what she say might be right . but cant she say nicer ? customers are always right ! just cant stand them . in the end jia rong no choice , opened for her . i see liao really omg man . i went to say ' there's no much difference between the two . same size ' she insist want to see the design all this . so i left the place in fury . think her friend saw it . initially i wanted to quarrel and argue . who give a fucking damn whether u want to buy anot . but then don't know why . alisa's words flashed through my mind . 'wan xin work like will give attitude like that ' . so i just walked off , don't want to continue see that two crazy women . or i will ^&%^&#%& * again . but jia rong always very ke lian la . got this kind always end up he settle . last time another 1 also like that. he settle . can see he not happy la . but he cant do anything . lols .. today actually i can sell a 10 feet tree de leis ! in the end become auntie eileen customer . den she sold away de . argh !

this friday there's a check up for backbone . hais . think i need to go alone cos mum mayb not free to send me there . anyone free to accompany me ? lols .. then i need to off on friday . gary also need to off . aiyo. think those aunties not happy . want to say about me and him again . uttering rubbish . lols .. tomorrow gonna work again !! sian ar !! jia you jia you jia you !! prepare for the battle !!

2006-12-09T23:00:00.000-08:00

busy working these days . but past 2 days i have been off . lols .. initially i thought the course was on thursday . then it changed timing . shi jia cant make it . so we changed to friday . got to know a new girl there . she's quite a nice girl . went kbox with shi jia and elysia . it's been ages since i last went out with ely ! gave her a hug when we saw each other . xD she brought chocolate from korea too . nice of her . =)
friday went for the course and there were 3 girls so damn hyper ! they don't look like singaporeans . more of from china . but their singing skills are rather good i should say ! they studied at lee wei song musics school too . no wonder their singing skills are good hur ?
i really really don't like those aunties there la . like to take knife and stab at people back so much . grr .. me and gary course are true ok ! don't want to believe then up to them . too much man . nvm .. in front of them i also appear to be a very very nice lady . hohoho .. don't feel like helping them to sell trees anymore . so sians . my greatest achievement there is to help them sell a 10 feet tree . muahaha !! an ang moh helped me to buy de. xD
i don't know whether i want to continue to work on january ma . perhaps if they never ask me den i don't want to work le . if they ask me den i consider ba . fan zhen gary also working . can continue to crap there . =x but without shi lin guess will be a bit bored .

2006-12-03T23:30:00.000-08:00

been long since i blogged. started to work since wednesday. i don't really like my job la. i'm currently selling those christmas things at beach road. the people there all kena sai la. don't like my 'colleagues' too. hais.. after this month i'm going to sack my lady boss. don't intend to work there anymore. it's so sickening working there! the customers also. think they got hell lots of money they can boss around. first day of work already got 2 ladies. they are so proud man! even damaged the items there. what the hell! we're already kind and nice enough to not ask them pay for it. grr.. moreover i have to stand there for like 9 hrs? facing my 'colleagues' and those customers? oh gosh. the 'colleagues' there are all linked. either they are family members or they are friends. me, shi lin and gary are the only outsiders i should say. hardly have time to have our lunch too. eat also have to eat individually.

i missed going with my the girls. ever since i worked, i have missed all the fun! but today i got to meet alisa and shi jia. that stupid kar hwee don't want to go out today. seriously i do miss her. think when she see this she's going to fly. lols.. i brought my sis out today. a rare chance indeed! alisa also brought her sis along. this is what we planned la. cos we want to let them become friends. in this way, they have more friends, we also won't lose contact. one shot killed two birds. am i right? lols.. brought them to eat sakae sushi after that played arcade. left at around 10pm. there is this two idiots. think they very cool and shuai. omg.. snatch one of our seats when we wanted to play daytona. then keep look at us. we leave the place they also leave. gosh.

oh ya. before went to meet them i went to meet jj. long time didn't get to see him le. he lied to me man! he asked so many ppl go and told me that onli his gan jie was goin. there's this girl called sherryl i tink. she's quite cute. initially i tot she was around poly. after that, no way man! she look more like lower sec. behaving absolutely like a kid. lols.. no wonder she has a nick call 'naughty kid'. they all also rather lame la. crack lame jokes. after eating with them they need to head to buy presents, therefore jj accompanied me to buy perfume for my mum. he also did a part in helping me to choose. thanks alot! xD

i really do enjoy myself alot especially with my sisters! hees.. hope next week i can go out with them again. or perhaps the next time is chalet. and wan yin. do contact me if u wan. cos it's not i don't want to contact you all la. but then i work liao come home so tired! jiu wan slp le. hees.. u girls still must keep in touch with me hor! =D

just now came home wanted to remove my make up. suddenly my left eye cant see anything. i was so scared man! i thought e contact lens was at e upper lid there. gosh. in the end it turn out that it broke. -.-''

younger sisters eating mcflurry.

elder sisters? we ate ice-cream cone. sounds pathetic hor? lols..

enjoying each other's company.

2006-11-27T23:07:00.000-08:00

wohoo.. went marina square, suntec city with the girls today. it was always fun being with them. =) i was late for today. but then it's because my mum suddenly last minute called me to buy things. shi lin came my house first cos she wanted to pass me the vcds. met wan yin at 2pm and off we go to marina square! bought a top today. quite nice la. after that kar hwee came to find us too. she's starting her trial work tomorrow. while i'm still stuck! still looking for jobs. oh man. i wouldn't want to slack and rot at home! actually found 1 today, haven told me the interview time all this. but i regret writing the minimum salary. lols.. after that alisa came to find us too and we went to millenia walk to jitterbugs. had a hard time finding where is it. lols.. alisa was rather disappointed cos the starting class is tomorrow, and the closing date for registration is 1 week before the lesson starts. after that continue to walk for awhile. saw many beautiful fishes leis! but i don't know where is that place la. headed to newton circus to have our dinner! it's nice leis. me and kar hwee had stingray and kangkong. but it's rather ex la. initially we wanted to have crab! but then it's too expensive le. so decided not to eat it. decided to walk to the next bus stop since we're rather full. i don't dare walk with them de leis. scared later in the end we all lost our way. one of the funniest part is when we are crossing the road. can you imagine four girls holding hand together wanting to cross that big road? moreover it's so dangerous! haha.. initially shilin wanted to cross, then i think can cross also la. when we started to cross, suddenly wan yin pulled me back. i was so shocked! so i quickly pulled shilin back too. omg~!! shi lin is infront of me, then the car is also coming. scared me. in the end we manage to go to the bus stop that we want. i think wan yin enjoyed herself very much during the bus ride. lols.. she was laughing and talking so loudly man. and was praising herself non-stop! lols.. my legs are so tired from the walk today. *massage massage*

2006-11-26T23:20:00.000-08:00

spent my day at home today as my bro's in-law came to my house for dinner. it's our first time seeing him, and he can speak english pretty well. think it's because he's a businessman. needs to know english in order to communicate with foreigners. my bro and his gf are getting ROM next year in february in japan. aww.. doubt i can go. but he told me his wedding dinner will be held in singapore. hohoho.. that's good! but in another 2 years time. -.-''

was watching 'bao bei ji hua' just now. the show is nice! lols.. the baby is so so so adorable! eyes so big and shiny. lols.. yesterday went to watch 9.56pm with shi lin, alisa and shi jia. i don't find the show really nice leis. it's my second time watching horror movie. and there will be more i guess! haha.. but provided it's not that scary. played arcade too! we girls were enjoying ourselves there. and we were the noisest too i guess.
friday went vivo city with the girls too. and we too, enjoy ourselves very much. especially wan yin i guess. she was crazy! posing all the abnormal pose when taking photos. we're tring to find 1 day where we can go sentosa in the noon and spend our night at vivo chit chatting. but wonder when will it be. or the day wouldn't come? lols.. we everytime say liao in the end hardly do it de. we shall see then. =)

tomorrow will be spending my day out again! muahaha!! but i also want to find job. wouldn't want to spend all my days slacking and shopping. especially when i have no money!!

2006-11-21T23:28:00.000-08:00

went to do my hair in the morning with kar hwee, shi jia and alisa. that kar hwee so ma fan can~ lols.. came my house to change to slippers first cos she's wearing high heels. -.-'' i tink i look more matured after perming my hair lo~ gosh. kar hwee and alisa one is nice. i think cos their hair is long la. but kar hwee hair wouldn't last so long. cos her perm is nt very curl. she's very disappointed and pek cek la. but then i think if try to maintain will stil be quite curl de la. don't worry kar hwee. =)
after that had a terrible headache and went home to rest first before going far east. waited for alisa for so long! lols.. hmm.. it's been so long ever since i stepped in to town! lols.. we all seems so 'sua gu'. omg~ there are so so many nice clothes! but very bu she de spend away the money. so in the end, went there and bought nothing. after far east went heeren. took bus there instead cos me and alisa leg is hurting like mad! shouldn't have worn that heels to town. but there's no other shoe to match my outfit leis. sians.. went heeren for awhile only and after that me and alisa cabbed home le. firstly cos our legs are hurting, 2nd cos don't like the current hair. want to go home asap. no much mood to shop. moreover that time rather late le. going 8.30pm i think. we went town quite late le. when we reach already reaching 5pm liao i think. at first thought that after o lvl go out will enjoy. but in the end not really leis. hope tomorrow when we go bugis will be a better day for us! =)

2006-11-18T21:31:00.000-08:00

today went to kbox again. it was a last minute decision again. haha.. cos we felt like going out ma. some more no much mood to study tat stupid dnt. so sians..
all three of us have fun there! we were so damn high! when the 3 of us are together, we're really very happy leis. enjoying ourselves too. xD we sang songs like: lian ai ing, da she tou, etc. haha.. when kar hwee was singing, she's so cute~ want the videos? try get from me. hees.. shi jia is crazy about one guy there. he's rather kawaii. shi jia seems like a sicko whenever the guy appear. lols.. but then she kay siao only nahs. want act hua chi infront of us. haha..

finally!! monday is approaching!! muahahaha!!

2006-11-13T22:26:00.000-08:00

thanks to dear kar hwee. i was being dragged to go back to study. lols.. initially i did not want to go back de. i'm so tired. lazy to get out of bed. then she called me at around 8.30pm! forced me to get out of it and go bath. lols.. but had an enjoyable time studying there. there elysia is really crappy man. lols.. i really really wish to go out with her leis. think i will enjoy my day with her. but then her schedule is so full! wth. go korea, bowling tournament all this. make her so busy! elysia, u better have free time for me ah. if not.. hehehehehehe.. u'll be dead! oh ya. sorry ah shi jia. today didn't accompany u to go town and meet darryl. hees.. but u did enjoy urself jiu hao. =)

Studying time!

kar hwee hardworking eh?

talk talk talk.

hor! kar hwee found smsing *ahem*

elysia and me de lollipop.

elysia working hard!

2006-11-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

today has been a very tiring day. lols.. spent my day with shi jia. shi jia must be feeling very honoured right? muahahaha.. went kbox with her for klunch. her hearing got problem ar. so next time don't trust her. by right our room is supposed to be 27, and she heard as 17! haha.. so paisay~ i don't really like today's food. sang till 2pm and went back her house cos she forget to bring her i/c! dumb girl! bought a shirt and a skirt at fajar. it's nice! but then after i bought it, i realised the shirt don't really suit me. waste money again! but then think will wear for a few times ba. or see who wants it lo. took cab to tanjong pagar after that. omg.. had a hard time finding lian huat building. seems so ulu! lols.. there were so many studios! omg! all nicely taken. we are going back to have group shot after we worked! cos work liao then got $$. got money then can go take the photo le! yea!! it's nice also if were to take with the person you love. it's nice and also can keep as momento. xD
walked for so long and eventually, managed to find our way there. haha.. at there shi jia kept saying there's alot nice people in singapore and she doesn't want to migrate. no one ask her to migrate! lols.. after that took mrt back to jurong east. initially thought there's bus for us to go back to bp. but none! so i told her to take 98 den change to 187. haha.. we did took those 2 buses. but we took the wrong 187! stupid sia! we were so damn blur! we took the bus that's going to jp instead of bp. so in the end, bo bian. since we were already at jp, had our dinner there. after that then took cab home. haha.. it's been a fun day! walking at so many places that were unfamiliar to us. brave also hur? hahahaha.. i can't wait for 21st november to come! can go cut and change my hairstyle le. hohoho!

Pictures

know what song she singing?

what is she thinking?

a penny for your thoughts, shi jia?!

so bright!

rain rain go away~

we walked past this ulu place. seems like jungle eh? that shi jia lo. alamak! wan walk here.

i've got no choice but to follow. poor me.

nice hor?! but don't really suit me.

this skirt is nice also!

2006-11-10T22:57:00.000-08:00

finally!! most of my papers are over. but i'm utterly disappointed in myself. hais..

6th nov
had emaths paper 1 and ss paper today. i find emaths paper 1 bit difficult leis. gosh.. ss paper was in e afternoon and we had quite some time to study before entering the examination hall again. what i've studied did not come out. saded. was really sad that i went home immediately after that. but at least i did bid farewell to kar hwee they all. went home and studied for chemistry. wanted to do well in my science esp chem cos i beginning to love chem le.

7th nov
this is the only paper that i went to the hall not scared at all. perhaps cos i think i was prepared for it. but the paper was rather easy. what i've predicted will come out did come out. but there's some i don't know how do. don't know can score in that paper ma. after school continue to study in school since it's still early and studied till around 6.45pm. ms yong was teaching us physics. my heart was beating damn fast when i was going home. my physics is like shit. almost cannot make it that kind. gosh~
(it's shi lin's birthday too! helped her to celebrate by buying a small little cake for her. initially wanted to surprise her. but plan failed. =( )

8th nov
its a tiring day~ had 2 eng paper and a physics paper. eng paper was alright. wrote about my 'dreams'. lols.. it's not real la. all fake out de. saying i want to be a doctor and travel around the world helping people esp in those undeveloped and developing countries. physics paper was difficult!! gosh.. what i thought would come out didn't come out. plain stupid at physics section. i'm really afraid that this will pull down my science to a D7 or higher. hais..

9th nov
had geog paper and it's in the afternoon. so in the morning there's plenty of time to study. managed to study quite alot. but then i didn't write down alot points there. don't think my combine humans can score. after that went haven to study for awhile to spent away my time. had tuition at 6pm. but me and kar hwee were late as we went for dinner. when we were about to leave, it started to rain! wth.. i decided to continue to walk, poor kar hwee had to follow. haha.. she didn't want to be under the rain. so she walked damn fast! had tuition till ard 10pm and went home. at that time i was still in school uni. everyone eyes was looking at me. must be thinking what am i out there doing at this hour in school uni. lols.. went home was so tired that didn't want to continue to do maths.

10th nov
emaths paper 2 was also in the afternoon today. last minute decided to go back to school to do maths. that kar hwee lo. called me. was so damn scared for this paper. my heart was also beating very fast. making my feeling difficult to breathe. perhaps is due to last time, my maths results also not good. that's why worry for this o level. in the end i didn't manage to complete leis! gosh.. i think around 10+ marks fly away also. really worry the day i going back to take results. hais.. can i make it to poly?! don't really have confidence in myself.
left last 2 papers to go! combine sci paper 1 and dnt. omg! other people ended early in the morning and the poor dnt student have to take their paper in the noon and end at 4.30pm. i hope to score better in dnt. so next whole week i'm going to concentrate on dnt. but of cos not forgetting my sci. onli goin to spend around 2 days to focus on mcq. left only few days to go. jia you jia you jia you!!

2006-10-26T22:46:00.000-07:00

o gosh. today is another day when people come to my house to get to know more about those vitamins. hais.. they were there talking. it's so distracting can~ worse, there's a baby boy. keep disturb me non-stop. kinda pissed off. want to study also so difficult. grr..

went back school these few days to study. in the afternoon aso met qq they all for lunch. today that kar hwee lo~ alamak. make mi waited so long~ my stomach was rumbling away. so damn hungry can~ haha.. she wanted to wait for kaijie they all. they've already said hao yesterday night le. i asked her whether can next time den meet ma she didn't hear. -.-'' thought they won't be asking someone to go. in the end he came. haha.. me and kar hwee were shocked. went back school to study after we finished eating. don't want to waste time sitting down there. right now i cant study~ argh!!

10 more days to o level~

2006-10-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

went school to study in the morning. before that went have breakfast at plaza mac. when we reached school, there were already quite a no. of people studying there. studying there is so hot~ what surprised me was, i can study better in school than at home! lols.. i studied more in fact. woow.. that karhwee.. want me thank her cos she is the one who asked me to go school and study. lols.. thank you~ =) suhui and zixin studied with us later in the afternoon. it's a great feeling studying together hur? everyone studying what they are supposed to study. next week have appointments with teacher. that ms yong is so busy~ lols.. want to book her also so difficult.
met qiquan they all to have lunch at 163 during afternoon. dragged shilin along too. but in the end felt bit guilty. cos she was there so quiet. -.-'' watched them played blind mice. it's so funny watching them play. lols.. there's one guy called weiliang. omg.. he cheater bug! kept on playing cheat. dots.. that kaijie very pitiful. kena caught alot times. all the guys there very pro at climbing. lols.. can climb from this place to there. went back school to study after that. don't want waste all the time watching them play. studied in school till ard 6pm then we left. next week me and karhwee is goin back school to study again. cos we can study better there. but there's one thing i don't like. the band hor. so noisy! o gosh..

16 more days to o level~

2006-10-13T23:24:00.000-07:00

in the morning planned to go tutor house to study. but he not feeling well. so in the end, we can only go at noon. but shi jia is so slow! and kar hwee can study much better at home. so in the end i decided to study at home too. was ready to go tutor house when shi jia called me and ask if i want to cancel today tuition as tutor is still not feeling very well and is rather weak. of cos it's fun with me. lols.. went plaza to buy soemthing for tutor to eat and initially, planned to study there. but it's so cramp! i don't like to study in cramp environment. no space for myself. so decided to go home after that.

went my grandma house short while later after i reached my house. my grandma cooked chicken rice~ can be so called another gathering for us. but then not all are present. my brother is going japan tomorrow, and his flight is early in the morning. i'm not sure whether we're able to send him off. but i doubt so. seriously, i don't bear to see him off. the thought of it drives tears in my eyes. i could see his tears almost coming out too when he left my grandma house. can also see he don't bear to leave the big family. wonder how much tears they are shedding when he leaving. had a family photo too before he leave for japan. his ROM is going to hold in japan. not sure if he do want to hold in singapore too ma. at least the relatives here can attend ma. hais.. think when he leave, i really gonna miss him.

PHOTOS

2006-10-11T23:02:00.000-07:00

got back my report book today. L1R4=22. but then it's not accurate de la. they still got minus from cca points. so i have to add around 2 more points or so. saded. after school went plaza to buy vegetarian food and stuffs. i look so auntie carrying that big plastic bag! lols.. went back home and head for tuition after that. gave tutor see our report books. he seems more anxious to know our results than our parents. during school hours jiu message us tell us to bring it along. initially tutor wanted to extend our tuition timing. but i cant make it as today my house will be packed of people. haha.. my brother is e chef for today. so he invited all my relative to come to my house and eat. woow.. been quite some time since my house is so full with people. anyway, before i went home, went plaza with kar hwee and shi jia. bought 2 normal tee at giodarno. keep wearing the same t-shirts is so sian lo. that's why wanted to buy more! hmm.. time to upload some pics!

PHOTOS

she's pretty hur? bt then in real life, she's more beautiful~

2006-10-10T22:06:00.000-07:00

went shi jia house to study in the morning again. hais.. i think next time i must study at home. i can study better at home. oops.. but then is cos i kept using her laptop la. i felt really guilty lo. hais.. have not studied for 2 days. today at night went out again. sians.. initially wanted to go some place. in the end saywee they all called us not to go. so we didn't go le. i think must be some1 there psycho him also de. in the end i was fuming mad lo. gave mi attitude. what the hell. shi jia they all don't think so leis. but he kept down there 'hello!' in the end, i just hung his phone. after that went lot1 to have our dinner at aijisen. talked alot there. after that karhwee friend, chuan li came looked for her. finally saw who is chuan li. lols.. saw some1 there also. i was still thinking, ehh.. he is very familiar. then in the end i remembered. lols..
after that went to a nearby block to sit down and chat. chuan li told us about his army life in brunei. seems fun lei~ but then very tough lo! gosh.. can't imagine i'm down there. haha.. after that went back home with shi jia. she sent me home again. haiyo.. actually i'm independent de lo. but then if she insists, den ok lo. haha..

26 more days to o level

2006-10-09T22:19:00.000-07:00

went shi jia house in the morning. haha.. thanks to kar hwee morning call ar. if not i'm sure to overslept. actually we didn't really study much. alamak.. cos all of us got the mood to go out le. including me! initially i'm not going. cos they are going to watch stay alive. that kar hwee again la~ keep asking me to go. in the end saywee called and psycho me to go again. LOL.. so we left shi jia house at around 4.45pm? but we were still late. haha.. went to have our dinner there first. after that, since it's stil early(our movie starts at 7.30pm), went to shop for awhile. after that went play arcade! haha.. it seems that it's been ages since i went to play i think. i enjoyed playing the jurassic park! haha.. played with shi jia. she need to save me a couple of times. oops.. haha.. after that went in to watch our movie le. at first i was really scared you know! i thought it was a ghost movie. but in the end it was not. the movie okok only la. showed how people died in the game, and in real life, they died the same way too! there were 3 survivors left. cos of the red roses that helped them throughout the journey. that kaijie and saywee kept saying 'eh, stay alive ah'. lols.. after the movie still say. in the movie i think we are the noisest lo. there's 1 funny part in the movie and we were laughing down there. after the movie headed back to plaza cos i need to help my brother to buy his medicine cream. shi jia accompanied back home. haha.. really is my nan ren huh? that saywee also ar. forgetful guy~ left his cigarrtte at my bag and forget to take it. so have to come to plaza and take from me. alamak. he cant live w/o cigarrettes even for 1 day! -.-'' some more they smoke today, my hair later more and more dry. aiyo..

27 more days to o level

2006-10-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday did manage to go and play candles. haha.. was rather happy when we decided to go play candles. qiquan helped us to buy candles cos we're having tuition and by the time our tuition ends, the shops should have already closed. played in e bp park until ard 1130pm and headed home after that cos i promised my mum that i would reach home by 12am. in the end, when i reached home, she's already asleep. -.-'' but wanna thanks shilin. she accompanied me to talk on the phone while i was on the way back home. hees.. it's really v scary walking along the lonely aisle. no one is there~ some more the haze is so heavy.

today morning went help my dad with his business again. actually going down is rather fun. the people there are so friendly~ haha.. everytime make me laugh. and also, i changed my opinion of someone. i thought she damn dao de. haha.. today then realised actually she isn't la. cos her mum is at home resting, she just had an op. that's why today her daughter will go down and help. just now had a dream. omg! i dreamt i was pregnant. -.-'' scare mi sia. and if i'm not wrong, the child belongs to an adult. while i'm still a teenager! recently really had weird dreams. last time dreamt he was being killed, another time dreamt something funny thing happen in school. and now dreamt i'm pregnant. impossible at this age can! LOL.. the beginning of my dream i cant remember. btw, the haze is getting heavier and heavier. today morning reach to 126. peeps out there do take care of yourself. drink lots of water. don't allow yourself to get sick as exams are coming!
i've not studied the whole day. gosh~ when i came home, i was so damn tired and having a big headache. so went to sleep asap. later going to study. if not i'm feeling so weird~

Photos

i threw this up on the tree!! haha.. shi jia they all were unable to do it. muahahaha..

qiquan caught smoking!

the others i wanted to upload, but it seems like there are some probs. so nvm~

29 more days to o level!

2006-10-06T13:44:00.000-07:00

went back to school today as i thought that we're able to get back our report books. but in the end, mrs lim said can only collect on wednesday! grr.. all of us were so dulan. if we knew we wouldn't have gone to school. the school is rather quiet today cos the other levels are having their end of year exams.
today is lantern festival! feel like going to play candles. but then, hais.. this year o lvl. have to spend time in studies. at night got tuition some more. saded.. o level is coming nearer and nearer!

30 more days to o level

2006-10-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

just came back home from tuition. initially, we were having chem tuition. but in the end, it doesn't turn out to be a one. we read bible at the last 30 minutes or so. it's quite interesting. we read the proverbs. there's so many meaningful sentences! example 1: Each heart knows its own bitterness, and no one else can fully share its joy. example 2: Laughter can conceal a heavy heart; when the laughter ends, the grief remains. it's so meaningful right? initially wanted to borrow from tutor his bible, but then it's too thick. i wouldn't want my bag to be heavy. LOL.. tomorrow having english tuition. she's quite a good teacher actually. good in explaining and teaching english. hope from her tuition, my paper 2 can do well.

today initially wanted to go shi jia house to study in the morning. then that pig hor! sleep till so late then wake up. LOL.. pig ehh? tomorrow wake up early hor! study in the morning then noon go have lunch, then go tutor house study together again.

today is 4th october le. however, it does not marks anything to it. hmm..

2006-10-03T10:58:00.000-07:00

oh gosh. my neighbour is quarrelling again. i think its a couple. don't know what the hell they are quarrelling for. it's so damn loud can! so while they quarrelling upstairs, i came here to update blog first. this few days were busy with my studies. left around 1 month more to go and we will be goin into the examination hall, regardless ogf whether we are well prepared anot. hais.. imagining next week is the o level freak me out. my emotions seems out of control too. easily hot tempered especially at home, and will cry easily and suddenly. think i had no confidence in myself that i will be able to score well ba. i hope i can get less than 20. but that's my target la. don't know i can do it ma. left this 1 month to pia. to chiong all the way till o level ends. aiyo..
oh ya! just now had a terrible nightmare! dreamt that someone was being shot and killed. damn scary! woke up with my tears streaming down. in my dreams, only then i know how important that person was to me. hmm..

2006-09-28T16:28:00.000-07:00

got back all my results today. hais.. all of them are so poorly done can! overall science i think i got a D7. used to get a F9. mrs lim said i improved alot. but it's still a fail. =( english i really felt like jumping down from here. paper 1 i got 39/60. paper 2 got 15.5/50. dots huh!! my paper 2 is always and forever a killer. really very disappointed in it. dnt not very sure. but paper only got 31/100 le. maths worse. 46/100. i got 17 marks fly away. but not really will get all la. bt cos i didn't try and attempt the question. i thought it's quite difficult and so, without really reading, i skipped the question. today i read then realise it's so easy~ should have tried. but then also cos bit rush and going no time. hais.!! and i need another pathetic 0.7 marks to get a B4. saded. get back all this lousy marks. but L1R4 is better than last time. last time got 36++. now count got 26 or so. improve la. but it's still so lousy. ask me go poly using this results?! no way lo. at least must try harder. tutor gave us so so many homework! felt quite pressurised. however, it's better. at least we won't slack. got to go and study again. now left so little time left~ i think 34 days!! oh gosh!!

2006-09-26T16:22:00.000-07:00

today got back few of the results. maths paper 1 and physics only. hais.. physics is still the same la. bt improve lo. better than last time. last time when i combine all the marks, i don't think it's even 20+. now only paper got 25/65. but stil need to improve la. alot more for improvement lo. maths i damn damn angry with myself can! i got so many careless mistakes. got 58/80. by right i can at least get a 65 de lo. then i hate that zul ar! so clever. lols.. sit beside him also won't pass some genes to me ar? lols.. he really clever lo. got 69. grr. tomorrow getting back chem paper i think. very scared leis! cos at least i got put in effort for that. the rest i didn't. hais.. tutor kept telling us must pia must pia liao. left precious 1 month to go. yah. but i think i'm still rather slack~ need to push myself even further~

perhaps, i heard from other people. and that's not what you really meant. but i separate with him anot is none of your business ok. just care your own stuff will do. so what if u have a guy with you now? it means forever for you two ma? perhaps next time i will find another guy even much much more better than yours~

4e3 Class photo

2006-09-24T16:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday had no time to blog as i returned home rather late. yesterday, we had graduation ceremony. oh man.. it's really damn boring. mrs lim la. asked we all to go. alamak. but we managed to see her daughter en xin again! she's so cute. haha.. in the future i also want to have a daughter so cute~ manage to carry her too. ohohoho.. after the ceremony, went home quickly and get changed to go j8 wif wan yin, qq, shi jia and kar hwee. shi jia and kar hwee is late again. so, me and wan yin went j8 to have our lunch first as we were so hungry! qq waited for tem for almost 1 hour! haha.. kar hwee, must be feeling very guilty again right?
bought red earth products and also a story book there. we went there without any aim and it was kinda boring. shi jia and qq went aijisen to eat after shopping. took lots of photos there. LOL.. after that went home and get changed to go pray le. whole day went out and didn't study. later at night have to make up for it and study le~

Pictures Time

(en xin)

(ms kum & en xin)

(Junction 8)

2006-09-21T21:25:00.000-07:00

last minute went causeway with shi jia. it's quite fun being with her. bought a dress. it's so nice! but it's costly. around $60. but then dress should be around that price ba? but it's really nice~ haha.. but heart ache after spending away the money la~ shi jia aso spent alot money today. aiyo.. my this nan ren hor, forever don't know how save money de lei. must knock some sense into her. LOL..

shi jia is so jealous of my figure~ haha.. but actually i'm fat ok~ hate my tummy! when i wore that dress think can see ar. but the salesgirl keep say don't have. think want me to buy from her ar. that's why wan console me. LOL.. the person say my figure very good. haha.. that time so happy~ can fly. but then if really know ar, i quite fat ok. got tummy de leis. xD enjoyed myself very much with shi jia today. LOL.. =)

initially, i already knew it was a misconception between us. but perhaps, this is better for us ba? studying hard for our o lvl. striving hard towards it. separation does not mean break! it is only both of us do what we are supposed to do for the time being. but i don't think you treat it that way. do u? ever since that day, we are like totally strangers. hardly talk, never sms anymore. does separation means break to you? perhaps eh? if we were to continue like this for 2 months, wonder after o lvl, what will happen. perhaps, we don't even have chances of continuing le ba? we would have got use to the life without the other party. i'm quite lost. but shall let nature takes its own course eh?

MY DRESS

my dress nice hor? hohoho..

shi jia was there when i was taking photo. stupid her ehh? LOL..

2006-09-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

had geog and dnt paper today. i think my dnt paper fail again le. it's so difficult lo~ geog i anyhow write. cant really finish writing. at the last minute, i decided not to write le. too rush and cant think of anymore to write. luckily i wrote down some points before really writing down on foolscape. if not confirm will forget some points which i wanted to write. dnt paper spent around 2 hours to do. left 1/2 hr doing nothing.!! its so boring can~ i wrote short phrases on the unused paper and ms yong saw it. haha.. she said i bo liao. i really got nothing to do. then she asked me i like that do wouldn't i be letting my dnt teachers down. i was shocked when i heard that. cos during the 1 hour break, i told mrs lim that i think my physics will flunk again. then i felt that i will disappoint ms yong. haha.. think she told ms yong about it. but mrs lim said i improve i think. she scared me sia. she walked to me straight and told me: hais.. your chem ar. lols.. thought i did very badly again. but then i think improve also cant improve much lo. only little bit nia. there's quite a no. that i don't know how do!

just now went tuition and tutor taught us some tactics on doing. understand bit of it la. after tution went pasar malam with shi jia. bought some thing to eat cos i was so damn hungry! grr..

friday going kbox with shi jia again! finally our prelims are over. however, it does not mark the end of o lvl. still need to chiong. we go out destress. saturday maybe going out with shi jia, kar hwee and qiquan they all. lols.. yesterday qiquan smsed me asked me wan go pasar malam or not i was shocked. i asked him he got sms the correct people ma. lols.. but maybe we'll all be going on saturday. after all our shopping~ lols.. i had not gone shopping for so long! promised that this one time we went out, we'll resume and go back chiong our studies again. yea.. till our o lvl ends. xD

2006-09-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

had english paper 2 today. the paper was average ba. but no much confidence of passing. usually i will fail my paper 2. my paper 1 is the one that helped me to pass my english. wonder when can i ever do well in paper 2. if i can do well, i think can get better grade than a C6 hur? during the english paper, i was so damn xin ku can~ having stomach cramp. o gosh. the pain is unbearable. kept on holding my stomach. LOL.. luckily managed to finish the paper at the 11th hour. after paper went back home to get change and head for tuition! had 2 tuition today. chem in e noon and maths at around late afternoon. could say maths tuition i didn't really learn anything. my eyes were simply too tired la. alisa told me that i'm brave today! ohohoho.. of cos i'm brave. and also strong ok! cos i'm wan xin!! =) i have not finished studying my maths and chem. i think can only hope to pass maths le. but really scared leis. paper 2 tomorrow. and also paper 3 for chem. and also paper 1 for science! recently tutor also kept praying for us. lols.. find him quite a nice guy actually. hmm..

2006-09-16T09:41:00.000-07:00

initially wanted to go tutor house to study. but in the end, we were scared that we would disturb them. some more, it's quite inconvenient ar. we need to study outside for a while. so we decided to go mac to study. it's raining so heavily can.! me and shi jia were wet by the time we reached plaza. we were shivering cos it's so damn cold. went to buy shi jia's thing and headed to mac. it is so crowded with people. dots~ no place to study. even if have i also don't want. so many people how study. in the end went kopitiam ate desserts. LOL.. suddenly feel like eating one. shi jia said we machiam out of our mind. we are the people there wearing jackets, looking as if we were really very cold, and we were down there eating cold desserts. but feel like eating ma. hehe.. after that it's left with only drizzle and so, we took cab to shi jia house. wasted so much time there! haha.. hardly study norhx. shi jia played piano for me to hear. remembered he played 'feng' on keyboard for me to hear too. left her place at around 8.30pm. walked home after that. it's nice walking home at night. don't know why, i don't feel scared. perhaps, i'm occupied with all the thinkings. =)

came back home and read our chat logs. within few days only, and so many things happened. it's so sudden. it's a long story. but never mind. perhaps, it's really better for us, for the time being. no one knows what will happen after our o lvl. will our love used to be as strong as how we used to feel for each other? or perhaps, it won't be there anymore? what ever it is, only time will let us know the answer.

few days ago, saw a meaningful sentence. sentence about true love too. "continue to love a person wholeheartedly until the other party's eyes no longer sees you in him/her, and that's true love." i think this have to apply to both parties in order for true love to happen ba? i do agrees with the statement. it's rather meaningful ehh?

2006-09-15T15:52:00.000-07:00

had chinese paper today. totally had no mood to do. perhaps, i'll not do well in this chinese paper. maybe becos i had done it before. and i'm sick and tired of doing it again.

shi jia seems to know me inside out huh. like she knows me better than anyone else. she knows what i'm thinking, etc. talked to her for awhile and i felt much better.

me and dardar this few weeks, hardly have time for each other due to o lvl. its only in less than 2 months time. and both of us have to work very hard so that we will get in to poly together. perhaps, next few weeks, we will still be the same ba. no time for each other. but forget it. now major thing is studies huh? what ever happen in between, we won't know. perhaps feelings fade? or what so ever. we wouldn't know. just let it runs by its own course.

recently, i'm so stressed up cos of o lvl. within such short duration and i'll be inside e examination hall, doing my papers. wonder will i make it through, but tutor told us that if we reali chiong, we'll stil b able to do it. hmm.. hope it's true. and is reali chiong! o gosh, wonder when can i tahan till..

2006-09-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

today had tuition at tutor house again. requested to have physics tuition as tomorrow, we're having physics paper 2. tutor said i looked so stressed up. haha.. did i? he said i also looked like i have alot of troubles. i don't think so. kar hwee even said my eyes look like i'm going to cry. oh please~ lols.. that's how my eyes are. alisa also said that recently, my eyes look like it's as if i've just cried. think due to stress ba. after tuition continued to study at tutor house till around 5pm and headed home. initially did not plan to go home so early. however, shi jia they all going home eat dinner ma. so i might as well go home early and start my own revision too. tutor asked me to focus on electricity too. but just now, when i was doing the tys, i found out there's some points that i don't know. hais.. saded. also zilian wif shi jia again~ haha.. some pictures we look so en ai~ muuacks!! my nan ren love me alot huh? lols.. tomorrow i'm having maths paper 1 too. oh gosh.. wonder if i can pass. i have not really touch on maths! hais..

pictures of yesterday

pitures taken today!

almost all the pictures are blur! lols.. canot blame. the camera infront is a VGA camera. the last one is a picture drawn by our tutor! its so kawaii huh?! lols..

2006-09-04T21:14:00.000-07:00

finally today is our 1 year anniversary~ haha.. i'm so happy. 1 year passed just like that. had a great lots of memories together.

in the morning, went tutor house to study. there were kids studying there too. they are so cute~ haha.. when studying 1/2 way, me and shi jia were hungry. so went to plaza and bought something to eat. bought sushi for them too. haha.. in the end, they send us a love letter. =x haha.. they slot into the room from the door. so ke ai hur.. carry on to study til ard 5.20pm and left after that. when studying, of cos me and shi jia talk for awhile, and also zilian for awhile. but after that, we were back to studying. met dardar after that. went his house for a while. haha.. chu stun there again. =) thanks dardar. hehe..

went lot1 after that. bought our 2nd ring there. xD also bought food for my grandma to eat. went to my grandma house to help her see letters after that. initially, wanted to play sparklers. in the end, it looks like its going to rain soon, so dardar send mi home instead. we'll play next time when we have the time. now my house has got 4 boxes of sparklers. haha..

happy 1 year anniversary, dar dar! love you loads~

the love letter that the kids gave.

our study table. so messy~

snap shot of shi jia studying.

this light bulb is taken at tutor house. it should be bright~ but turn out this way.

lastly, i'm studying with a siao 'da bor' !!

2006-09-03T22:48:00.000-07:00

my cousin yen song celebrated his birthday yesterday. went lot1 with shi jia and dardar first. shi jia wanted to buy a shirt for her cousin too. but she buying for her elder cousin, me and dardar buying for younger cousin. lols.. i also bought a shirt there. i think my hands look flabby when i wear that, but shi jia say won't. jiu buy le norhx. i find the shirt nice la. maybe i not really use to wear sleeveless? after that around 7.30pm, boarded bus 190 and headed to herr song house. initially, i wanted to go and look for herr song. but in the end, me and dardar were simply too lazy la, need to walk quite a distance. so drop the idea le. when we reached his house, i saw my mum! oh gosh. tt time my heart skipped a beat. lols.. my mum asked me who dardar is, and i told her is herr song friend. i felt so guilty can! omg.. in the end, most of my aunt came in the room and ask what i told my mum. haha.. then still say why we 2 walk in together. alamak. in the first place i also don't know she's there. i thought she will only reach around 8pm++ ma. to dardar i also felt so guilty, imagine can't letting my parents know about it. but he said he understand nahx. me and him have act we're really only friends. the feeling is just so, unbearable? i don't know how say. but luckily when we inside the room, we're back to same. haha..

today went causeway point with wan yin. at first wanted to make a jigsaw puzzle for him, which is a picture of both of us. but, only neoprint one is the nicest le. others not really. its either blur, or not nice. so in the end, no choice. never make le. if not the jigsaw puzzle will be so ugly~ so blur. alamak. after that went his house to slack awhile. initially, wanted to study too. but its rather late le. so rather have time for ourselves. after that, around 8.30pm left his house and cabbed home. i need to help my sister to buy her sandals. bought durians too~ muahahaha.. and also for dardar and his family. too bad his parents not at home. maybe next time buy for them ba. hehe.. dardar accompanied home after that. since no one is at home, i let him in too. left my house at ard 9.50pm. oh gosh. all my siblings saw him too, i tink my mum saw him. but didn't regconise him. when she came home, she didn't ask me anything. but dardar said that my mum saw him. she took a look at him. however, my siblings came home and asked me questions. haha.. say why he saw them never walk another way. but dardar say if walk another way more obvious. ya. i tink so too. continue walking at least maybe won't see? walk away so suddenly will feel more strange. this two days is really such a coincidence hur? but my aunt say one day my mum also need to know. but now is not the time! now is the crucial time. o level in a few months time? i will say after i get my results. that's also suggested by my aunt. at least if i have good grades, she cant say anything. yea.. i do agree.

tomorrow finally me and dardar 1 year anniversary~ waiting for that time~ 12.12.34am. hohohoho..

2006-08-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

oh yes!! i'm finally free from dnt. today didn't go to school as i want to complete it. some more there's no important lesson in school today except for 1 pathetic chemistry. i think they missed ard 15 mins of lesson lo. everytime after dnt like that de, impossible to go on time. mrs lim called me around 10.15am. she thought i overslept. i told her the truth lo. haha.. she say dnt important la, other subject not important la. of cos not! others is still important, but for today, dnt is most important. and i also told her there's only 1 period of hers which is important. maths all this starts self-revision liao ma. went sch ard 1.05pm. heard from suhui there's a np meeting for all sec 4s. in the end, they gave out the invitation for POP. dots.. mine is so ugly can! chun shuen one is nicer. i think mine is done by a guy la. handwriting and drawings all can see through at one shot lo. after that went plaza ate kfc with suhui and rachel. zixin and kar hwee joined us later. after that went shop for flowers and cake. the small bouquet of flowers is so pretty~ oh gosh. haha.. the cake we requested mr sng to keep for us. luckily he's able to help us. if not we have to bring the cake home. went mac with kar hwee after that for her to complete her folio. after that went to bind le. suhui told mi folio all this must hand in by 5pm. scare mi sia~ in the end, is 6pm. -.-'' mr chong and mr yap both say different things sia. me and kar hwee even cabbed back to school. peak hour some more!
went back school and touch up on my artefact. handed in my folio too. helped lian jie with his time frame. however, its not done as good as what the tutor do for me la. his lines got crooked. but if lj were to draw himself, more crooked ba. =x

called mum and she's able to send mi home. before that, went to fetch my sister too~ its raining heavily ma. she's so slow can! make me wait for her so long. dots.. went back home and decided not to go tuition le. its still raining heavily. don't know did the tutor postpone, but forget it if he didn't lo. cos i think alisa n shi jia didn't go too.

tomorrow's teachers' day. have a mini surprise for mrs lim. hope she likes it. =)

2006-08-29T22:27:00.001-07:00

actually wanted to post yesterday. but i'm simply too tired~ yesterday was alisa's birthday. finally turned 16 hur? must be over the moon right? haha.. remember when i turned 16, i was really happy. don't know why, and i kept telling dardar: yeah~ i'm 16. i'm 16~ hohoho.. lols..
did science experiment in school today. oh gosh. i scald my hand. i tried to help alisa with her experiment but i got scald instead. nu ren, must be feeling very touched hur? hehe.. after that i'm not in a good mood. of cause la. it's so pain when scald until my hand. then mrs lim asked me to put back the lighter. haha.. she thought i was pissed off cause of this and kept told people i'm petty. so in the end i told her. then know what she say?! she say i stupid! haha.. cause when i scald my hand i didn't tel her. she got antiseptic cream. i don't know ma. haha.. she say how can don't know. go ask her lo. she say chemistry do experiments confirm will have injuries ma. so will haf first aid kit there. hmm..

after school helped celebrate alisa's birthday~ kar hwee planned it though. lols.. went to her house and celebrate for her with the help of mrs lim. she's a bad actress can~ alamak.. she should feign that she's there for house interview. but in the end, she kept laugh laugh laugh, and alisa's mum see through it le. so we went in and sang birthday song for her. can see that she was touched! haha.. plan succeed! alisa's mother has been a good host too, entertaining us with her lame jokes. flipped through and saw alisa's childhood photos too. she has been an actress before and acted wif shawn(don't know correct name a not) from i not stupid. she's really cute and looks matured when she's small. haha..alisa wanted to go back to school to do dnt. so we brought her down to her house downstairs. in the end, she was being sarbo. haha.. saywee incharge of making alisa wet while his other brothers were supposed to grab hold of alisa. alisa looked like she's been bullied man~ haha.. that saywee even wanted to make me too~ he said i everytime want to quarrel with him. luckily he didn't. if not slaughter him. haha..

at night went for a walk with alisa, kar hwee, saywee, qiquan, markus, shi hua, zixin, yun fang and eugene. i was quite bored there. initially i wanted to go home, cause i waited quite long for them and they haven't reached. some more that saywee la, say hao want to meet in bus stop. then he thought i was with them in plaza, so joined them. dots.. in the end saywee called me and ask me go back. haha.. ask me more steady. but they make me waited so long for them~ also spoil mood le la. he say cause we 2 say hao wan go down together then he go down de. then i can't be so bad ma. jiu went back with them lo. walked around bp park. its romantic to walk with your loved ones there, but with frens are quite fun too. just that that time i'm really bored~ dardar came too, but he's later than me. i've left and headed for home le. walked home alone. it was rather dark and scary~ haha.. but i'm independent la. can manage by myself. =)
heard from alisa that saywee found out i went off and say 10pm only i went home le! haha.. bt cos that time i have nothing to do ma, and i'm tired~ so go home rest. alisa spoke up for me. haha.. thanks.. if not next time i see him, i'm bound to quarrel with him again. *phew*

tomorrow is e dateline for my dnt. gotta go and do again. after tommorrow, i'm free from it! maybe i'll stay up the night to complete ba? want to complete and do as good as i can.

2006-08-26T20:08:00.000-07:00

had tuition just now. it was rather boring~ never resume with our tuition cos alisa n shi jia wasn't there. me and kar hwee was only at tutor house doin our physics tys. its like a normal self study? just that we have someone to ask when we have any questions. both of us were dying to go home. however, one thing good is that it forces me to study there. tutor talked alot to us again too. haha.. he also did mention about r/s. he said right now, we're rather immatured to get involved into a r/s. yea.. that's what usually adults will say to us. some how or rather, i do agree with it. he also did say there's no forever in our age. -.-'' only rare cases hur? he said that guys thinking will change after they go NS. more matured in thinking i think? hohoho.. whatever it is, treasure now rather than think so much in the future. no one knows what will happen in the future. hor dardar? =) tutor also talked about poly things, things about malays and indians. rather lazy to say it here though. i really feel like giving up science! if can, i wouldn't want to touch on science anymore. but i think its rather impossible la? tutor say must at least give him a C5 i think, for science and maths. however, i think i will try to get lower grades. if i can la.. =)

2006-08-24T16:34:00.000-07:00

today in the morning we had pe lessons! and i simply love pe. cos i'm able to sweat, and of cos, play captains ball~ in the end, after pe lessons, i'm so smelly. n i hate it! should have brought my deodarant along. after pe, we had chinese lessons. our chinese teacher came chasing us to go back to class again cos we went 4e5 for lessons. its so boring at 4e1, there's some people i dont like at e1 too. in the end, decided to go back with shi jia. chinese teacher really veri ke lian lo. need to chase people to their class. haiyo.. i wouldn't want to be a chinese teacher when i grow up.!!

told alisa and shi jia about my instinct for the past few days. oh man.. i'm just so scared that the instinct will come true. but i guess even if it will, it will be mayb few years down the road? or at least after we enter poly?

recently was getting closer to shi jia le. dont know why. but i felt happier being with her. the feeling is just inside the heart you know? hmm.. able to crack jokes and laugh, being sarcastic together. just like the feeling la. muahaha..

2day tuition was postponed again. it's nt teacher fault la. yesterday his son had high fever and he stayed up whole night to look after him. fatherly love hur? shi jia and shilin said that in the future, my child will be spoilt by me. oh pls~ i didn't say i wan a child in the first place! haha.. having a child is so tiring n ma fan cn! and of cos, mostly, a painful process. imagine giving birth to a baby? oohh~ they say maybe i'll be the first to be married ar. -.-'' but have a child is also good la. rather than only two people in the house which is so boring. a child can help strengthen the bond and make the house merrier! some more kids are cute~ haha.. but better dont let me hear their cries. i will feel like giving them a tight slap! its like, no matter how hard you try to coax them, they just wont stop crying! especially when you have run out of ideas what they really want.

tomorrow having maths test again! there's test every week. i like having test. it motivate me to study. but sometimes getting back the results are rather disappointing. need to carry on study hard to get good marks. just so stressed of o lvl. i hope o lvl can end quickly, but right now, i'm not prepared for it.

2006-08-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

was pissed off juz now cos of someone. she is the 1 who told mi she wanted to go tutor house to study. in the end she back out. omg!! and imagine i had already told tutor about it. luckily kar hwee went with me too. if not i'll be so lonely! my bro kept using the com too. i wanted to find my dnt but in the end, he played maple. grr!!

2day in sch play e unbutton game too. n i lost. should not go further into the details. just now at tuition, tutor taught me few questions on maths. didnt really regret going la. at least i manage to learn something. saw some people who i saw at church last sunday. they went tutor house for tuition. tutor introduced each of us again. talked with kar hwee on some issues on friends too. there were rather some things which were alike. after that, we have to leave at 9.15pm as mr yao need to send a girl to a bus stop. accompanied kar hwee to bus stop and waited with her too until her bus came. at 1st was rather scared walking home, it's so dark! and i walked the last among those few people. after that dont care liao le. walked slowly back home since its stil early. now reach home, i have not study. tired la hur. will go iron my uniform later and maybe read a story book before turning in..

2006-08-21T07:18:00.000-07:00

oh my god!! i'm so angry now!! i came here to update just now and suddenly, my com just automatic restart.!! what the hell. -.-''

went school as usual today. dardar is late for meeting me again! always like that de. lols.. xi guan jiu hao. met alisa at the school gate after that and went in school together. there's chemistry mock exams today and i didnt study for it. mrs lim know and asked me where i went yesterday. told her that i went church with my tutor and she asked quite a no. of questions. lols.. and she said that tutor cant like that ask we all go de. then tell me next time not to go too. in case is evil sect all this kinda things. lols.. she also asked me to quit that tuition since that tutor also asked us to buy those irrelevant and unnecessary assessment. she meant no harm la, but i dont think i wil quit. i find that tutor not bad and i think he must have a reason for doing that la. oh ya! kar hwee cried in school during recess today. haiyo.. ger.. i think you must have think too much liao le la. or perhaps, you can try talking to weilong how u feel and see what is his real thinking? and you wont be so sad n vexed about it le. ok? =)

after school went plaza with suhui, zixin and rachel. initially wanted to go watson to look for some stuff. but in the end dont have. went guardian to take a look, but instead, bought a lip stick there. i saw that its quite nice. and so i decided to buy it! went ate ice cream after that. regret after eating it can! cos i ate chocolate ice cream. and its fattening enough. omg!! zixin also another pig. lols.. ate soya ice cream and after that buy vanilla ice cream again. she's not scared of being fat. so never mind. and i dont think she will get fat la. but me!! i ate chocolate ice cream! hmm.. now need go study liao le. mrs lim told me to study too. o lvl is comin ard 2 mths time. i really need alot determination and perserverance to study. if not i can prepare flunk o lvl liao. hais..

2006-08-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

this will be my new blog from now on! i think everyone is sian of my previous blog le. always the same url. so now, i change! and this is my first post of this blog. =)

this few days i didnt study! oh man.. gosh.. wasted two days. yesterday went bugis with dardar to buy alisa birthday present. nu ren ar.. must be feeling very touch now right? i went down bugis to buy that book for you wor. at first kar hwee and her dear going too. but in the end, weilong dont know what thing happen la, leg swollen or what, cant go out. but never mind, me n dardar in our two worlds~ =x bought a normal tee at bugis. recently kept buyin normal tee as i think i am short of normal tees. after shopping received a phone call from shilin. went lao pa sha to meet her n her family members. ate duck porridge there. oh my god!! its so oily!! i wonder did i grow fat after eating that. hmm.. went far east after that. dardar uncle drove us there. we went to his aunt shop. initally i wanted to buy a ear ring, but in the end, dardar mum paid for me. i'm so paisay! lols.. i insisted not to let her pay, but she aso insisted that she will pay. then i think if continue ar, no ending, den accepted it lo. so paisay!! but never mind la, i will also buy for her things next time. xD reached home before 9.30pm. was quite early, initally planned to go me and dardar de old place. bt in the end, we never le. want to go home and rest early cos today i need go help my parents business.

today went church with dardar n shijia. alisa last minute ps us sia!! omg.. and i didnt know about it until kar hwee told me. dots.. in the church, all of them were so high! saw wayn, jacky and daniel. the pastor told everyone that mr yao bought us there and in e next minute, all of them were shaking hands with us, welcoming us. its such a heart warming scene. after that, all of them did pray for us. pray for our o level to pass. some how or rather, i am indeed touched by that. need to thank mr yao and everyone for that. =) after the prayers, one aunt by the name of sarah brought us to a room and talked about God, Jesus. we have yet open our door to let Jesus in. for me, i'll just go by fate. let nature run by its own course. lols.. then sarah say if jesus really approach us, we have to open the door for him to enter. dots.. haha.. that time then see ba. left that place around 5pm and headed to plaza. bought liquid eyeliner at watson. after that went find dardar dad as he bringing us to dardar de grandma house. ate dinner there too~ after that went his aunt house to see her new house. quite nice. next time i have a house of my own i want to decorate nice too! i want to decorate as if its a natural place, gt water all tis de. trees decorate on the walls. haha.. after thatt went home le. wanted to go our lao di fang again. but cos i was too tired le. went home straight. dardar is so lousy can! keep on wan vomit in his dad's van. aiyo.. dont know ride how long le still will. so lousy ehh.. must train more la. alamak.. hais!! tomorrow school is on again!! need to study, and also, another day nearer to o lvl!! gd luck to me man! haha..